Monday, October 3, 2011

I'm a hot mess. *groan*

Well, kiddies, I haven't been here in a while. Did I tell you about my staph infection?

It all started in my finger, with this little blister that I scratched:


and the next morning (no lie!) it looked like this:



Well, ya know, you think, "Hey, that's not so bad?" but it was pretty awful.  Not only did I have to wear a cast-like thing and sling on my arm, for the first week I was not really allowed to move, so I pretty much sat in bed all day with my arm elevated.  Try doing that and taking care of your family.  I was put on two rounds of very strong antibiotics and the next step--if the second round didn't work--was hospitalization.  Nice.

What made it all worse was the drugs I had to take interfered with my Synthroid, so I was unable to take it for almost an entire month--20 days, anyway.  By the end of my treatment, I was completely WORTHLESS--I had no energy and was absolutely miserable.

That was my August.

My September consisted of comforting myself in every way possible.  I stayed away from the gym, got out of my groove with my eating, and shoved every bit of sugar I could in my mouth, working around my band.  I found a way to get past it--all I had to do was drink during my meal and VOILA!  I could really get some serious Macaroni-and-Cheese in my belly.  Drink a little more and I could eat not just one enchilada but TWO--and some chips and queso to boot.

Everything has gone down the toilet for the past two months.  Thankfully I have not gained any weight, but I certainly have not lost, and I've wasted 60 days of my life trying to recapture the eating habits I gave up 7 months ago.  WHY??  I do not know.  Fear?  Of what?  Failure?  Success?  I wish I knew.  I know I need to call my surgeon's office.  I'm scared of that, too, to be perfectly honest.






Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Family Pics on Saturday...and I'm PMSing. Awesome!

Do I even need to post any more than that? LOL.

I'll write a recap when the weekend is over.   Did I say WEEKEND!?!? woohoo!  Just three more days!!

Off to do laundry.  Hope everyone has a marvelous day!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Linguine With Clam Sauce

This is how my Dad made it, and how we make it today in the McDonald household:

1 package Barilla linguine
3/4 c. white wine of your choice (I use Beringer Chenin Blanc)
2 small cans chopped or minced clams, with juice
1-2 cloves of minced garlic
1-2 T. parsley, chopped fresh (dried is okay, too)
1/2 c. extra-virgin olive oil
1 stick of unsalted butter
salt, to taste, and finishing salt at the end if you have it (the big flake kind)
fresh grated parmesan


In a saute pan, melt the butter and add olive oil.



butter melting bliss :-)


Bring a large stockpot (3-5 quarts) full of water to a boil.  Add 1-2 T of salt to the water.  Yes, 1-2 TABLESPOONS.  Do not be afraid of the salted water!  Your pasta will barely pick up even a teaspoon of it when all is said and done.  It is only to season the pasta and believe me, it needs it.

Now, for the fun part:




Add the wine. I typed 3/4 c because, frankly, I have no idea what I put in.  I know it's more than a half a cup, though.  Probably closer to a full cup...but you decide what you want.  The alcohol burns off quickly so you can determine if you wish to add more.  Slug back the rest.

When your water in your stockpot is at a rolling boil, add pasta and cook according to directions.



While the pasta is cooking, keep the butter, olive oil, and wine at a simmer.  Add minced garlic.  Add clam JUICE ONLY.  Best way to do that is open the cans slightly and use the lid as a strainer.

Drain pasta.  Do not rinse.

Add clams and chopped parsley.  Cook about 30 seconds to 1 minute.


Stir well.  Spoon over individual servings of cooked linguine.  Sprinkle with finishing salt and fresh grated parmesan.  Serve with garlic bread.

Don't plan on going on any first dates for about a week.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

A Little Post About....Transgressions... *blush*

Well, I had a great time in Florida.  No, scratch that.  A fabulous time.  Unfortunately, so did my appetite for sweets.  Needless to say, I was up two pounds at the gym when I got back on Tuesday--though I suspect it was mostly water as I have since lost it.  But, let's take a look back at what I ate, and how MUCH I ate.  I chowed down probably too much fast food on the way down there, then too much fried shrimp, then too many desserts (Orange Crunch Cake at the Bubble Room, anyone?). Clearly I am eating more than I should be able to, so...I think it is time for a fill.  I am working off of willpower currently, and that's great, but at some point I've got to make sure my tool is working for me, so I've made the decision to do this.  Matt says I'm probably not eating what I think I am, but I know that isn't true.  My hunger is definitely catching up in between meals and I need to do something.  My doctor said I should be eating meals the size of a Happy Meal--that's the equivalent of 4 Chicken McNuggets, and a small fry.  Well, I'm able to eat more along the lines of 6 McNuggets and a small fry.  And a cookie.  Or two.  *groan*

Anyway, I will keep you all updated as to when I get my fill.  I am calling Dr. C tomorrow. In the meantime, since I've been home, I've been staying away from sweets, drinking only water (no Crystal Light), and trying to avoid "trigger foods".  I have also gone back to my regular workout routine with my trainer, though today was far from "regular" LOL--we've upped my exercise for sure!  I love being able to reach a heartrate of 140 without feeling like I am totally dying.  It's great!

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Watch Out, Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Issue!

Here I come!  This is my new, size 2X (22) swimsuit from Land's End that came today, right in time for my trip to Captiva Island this week!  Hurray!  Don't ever need to see a 24 again in my life, and I can't wait to say bye-bye to this 22 in return for a 20 or an 18...then a 16...and a 14....and then finally, my goal of 12!

It is hard for me to believe that I am actually posting a photo of me in a swimsuit (and with my new cut and color!--though not styled lol).  But honestly, I can SO tell I've lost 30 lbs!!  I need to go find a pic of me when I first started.

So, without further ado...warts and all...and no makeup too!


I can't wait to leave for FL tomorrow!  I can't help but think that I might be close to or at my goal this time next year...wow....

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Met First Goal!

I am down to 262 :-D  I met my first goal of 30 lbs!  I got my hair cut and colored to celebrate.  I will have to post a pic!
Next goal is 12 lbs to 250.  I am giving myself a charm from James Avery to go on my bracelet that Matt bought me.

Hurray!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Tamale Pie...olé!

Well, if you know anything about me at all, you know that I love when I take a standard recipe and amplify it with a small change or two that just blows my tiny little mind.  It doesn't always happen; in fact, sometimes my changes backfire (blame it on a lack of interest in my high school chemistry class).  But sometimes....every once in a while....the stars align...and I'm rewarded for my experimentation.

Observe...the Tamale Pie.



What you see here is oodles of deliciousness, and a staple in many Texas Housewives' recipe box.  Generally, Tamale Pie is served at picnics or family get-togethers, and I have to tell you, I've never been too impressed with what I've been served.  However, the IDEA of Tamale Pie has sucked me into the vortex for many years now, and after trying a few lackluster (or downright awful) choice recipes from various Eastern Star, Garden Club, and other such community cookbooks, I finally turned to the person I consider THE expert in Texas cuisine: Robb Walsh.  I went through his Tex-Mex Cookbook and found a recipe with which I knew I could work.  The first change I made in order to make it my own was I used more beef, about a quarter of a pound more (and chuck at that, not lean). The second change was that I seeded the serrano pepper.  Serranos are too hot, hotter than jalapenos, so if you take the seeds and membrane out, you get the flavor without the heat.  The third, and probably most significant change I made was using bacon fat.  "Bacon fat?" you shudder.  Yes, bacon fat.  Really, if I had pure lard, it would actually be better.  I only use 2-3 T. bacon fat rather than the 1/4 c. of vegetable oil.  It gives a MUCH better flavor to the meat, and not only that, when you save all your drippings and use them back in the cornbread mix, you just have no idea what a tender, flavorful crumb it creates.  No dry cornbread here, folks.

So here is my modified Tamale Pie recipe...definitely a keeper.  I'd be proud to take this to any picnic or event.

3 T bacon fat or pure backfat lard
2.25 lbs ground chuck or sirloin
2 c. chopped onion
1 chopped green bell pepper
1 serrano pepper, minced (I do not use seeds, just fyi)
1 8-oz can tomato sauce
1 small can of corn
1/4 c. chili powder
1 1/2 t. salt
1 T. ground cumin
1 T. garlic powder
1 T. dried Mexican oregano
2 packages of cornbread or muffin mix (I use Pioneer)


Preheat oven to 350*F. Heat the vegetable oil in a large frying pan and brown the meat over med-to med-high heat. Stir in the onions, pepper and serrano pepper and cook 3 to 5 minutes, until veggies are limp. Add tomato sauce, corn, chili powder, salt, cumin, garlic, and oregano. Simmer for 10 minutes, stirring occasionally.  Drain fat, reserving 1/3 cup.  Set aside.

Prepare cornbread mix according to the package, except subsititute the reserved drippings for 1/3 of the milk in the recipe.  Once stirred, add just a bit of milk extra to thin it to the consistency of pancake batter (add a tablespoon at a time). Spread about half of the batter in the bottom of a greased 9" x 12" glass pan. Gently spoon the meat pix evenly over the top, then spoon the remaining cornbread batter over that (it won't cover completely, and that's okay). 

Bake for 30 minutes. Cool 10-15 minutes (important!) and then slice and eat!

The best part is, this works well with my band.  You don't eat a whole lot, so it's not super caloric.  I served it with Bush's Black Beans that I heated up on the stove with salt, onion powder, cumin, and garlic powder.